I. can't. wait. to. see. you

Mom.

Dad.

Ronan.

you're coming to see me for a while:)

TWO ONE

Tomorrow is Birthday Week. The biggest one yet.

Wednesday I turn 21, as daunting as it is, I'm very excited. I have friends and family flying to Cape Town to come to the super corny "Grease" themed party that I'm having. I have invited way too many people, and have excessive amounts of alcohol for them to guzzle down, and an ice cream machine just for shits and giggles:)

There will be food, and music and dancing. there will be friends, old and new, and family too.

But there will be 2 people in particular that just can't make it. The 2 who, if i was stranded on an island and could bring just 3 things i would bring in a heartbeat. Oh, and Bear Grills of course, so he could get back to you other crazies. I miss you 2 with all my heart and soul, and love you loads. Thank you for the many wonderful memories i have shared with each of you. Thanks for helping survive through 21 years in this mad and crazy world. Thanks for making me laugh, being a shoulder to cry on, for the late night conversations about things that just didn't matter and for those that did. For cursing at idiotic and psycho ex-boyfriends, and for loving the new one. For being there when I succeeded and when i failed. and in general, for sticking around.

This week is going to be fantastic, and busy and happy. It's going to be filled with parties, box wine, tacky costumes and embarrassing photos, but when all is said and done, i would have none of it if it meant you both were here with me.

Forever and always, my lovelies, forever and always

Nigel James Charles Worthington 27.12.1956

" And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. " - Abraham Lincoln

Maties March Against Crime

Last Friday, a few of us took part in the March against crime, it was so great to be a part of something meaningful and important. CLICK HERE to see the video of it:) you may even catch a glimpse of a few of us:) ( jen, luke, kerri and my leg:P)

SQUUUUUUUUUEEEEEEEZE!

Lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

and I will try to fix you.

done.

give up.

walk away.

it's over.

theories shmearies

I have a very pretty, very wise friend, she shared a theory with me the other night:

"Nothing stops love, death doesn't neither does hate, you can never kill it, you just gotta learn to love that person differently when your circumstances change and they do too."

thanks for getting it, always.